Night , I can't sleep, their so much things to think about.
I'm thinking about the life , most of the time, what life actually mean.
I'm see myself going to school and studying , I'm fucking study every day and every night , I don't have even time to myself. And the saddest thing in that , is that I get false , every time , so for what I'm study. My love life not the best either , I'm in love with some boy already a year , but he doesn't know, of curse. I got best friend , she more like my sister , I know that if i will need something or someone to talk to , or just to make fun she will be there. I love her so much , but the last month we are little far , not really far , far from being us , like once , I miss that , every time that I'm trying to tell her what's going on , I just can't , cuz every little word can break what we build in tree years. But I miss her , so much that it's even hurt me.
I got a good friends , we mess up , make fun and most of the time we are crazy , I love it , it make me feel free with them, and I do whatever I want to do , cuz they will understand. But sometimes I feel like we try to be bffs but it just don't work.
So, this is my life , not special but not normal haha , I will wake up tomorrow with a big smile like every day and go to sleep with a sad feeling , why it can be like the way I dream it? I think i will go to sleep know , tomorrow i need to be fresh haha , so good night |
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